[Not that Andrew can see it, but Orion frowns. With all the things that have lead up until now, history may well be getting ready to repeat itself. The collar, the Other Self, Lilly in the fog asking him to kill her again. There's too much in play that Orion can't guarantee that he can prevent it from happening again. No matter how hard he tries. Dark can overpower him, as he did that one day, no, week, sending who-knows-how-many to the hospital.
There's no guarantee, and that unsettles something beneath Orion's skin. Could he hurt someone else like he did Lilly? Would he someday end up killing Biffy? It worries him. He'll need to talk with Biffy about it later.
For now, though... words he hasn't said in months will be texted to Andrew.]
If it came down to it, I hope I could kill myself before I could cause that much damage again. If I couldn't stop me. And keep fighting it with all I got until then.
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CW: split personality, death, suicide ideation
Date: 2018-04-06 08:19 pm (UTC)There's no guarantee, and that unsettles something beneath Orion's skin. Could he hurt someone else like he did Lilly? Would he someday end up killing Biffy? It worries him. He'll need to talk with Biffy about it later.
For now, though... words he hasn't said in months will be texted to Andrew.]
If it came down to it, I hope I could kill myself before I could cause that much damage again. If I couldn't stop me. And keep fighting it with all I got until then.